My Sessie is gone. She packed everything she owns up in a Uhaul and left me. In Utah. To fend for myself.
It's not like I didn't know this was coming... I just didn't know it was coming so soon. I was supposed to have a few more months with her.. and now she's just.. gone.
It's strange how it already feels like there is such a huge void. I see her.. all the time. Almost every single day. And now I wont see her until my birthday.. and then I don't know when.
Who's going to laugh at my jokes? NO one else thinks I'm funny. Who's going to lay next to me in a bed in South Carolina and recite the ENTIRE script of Bridesmaids with me.. and laugh hysterically with me until the wee hours of the morning? More importantly.. who's going to watch Bridesmaids over, and over, and over again with me? Or threaten to spoon me? Or take me to movies I'd never watch in a million... and I mean a MILLION years??
Dammit.. who's going to tell me there's no Santa!?!?!?
I don't like this one bit. Not one bit. I'm sad. I've already figured out it only takes me 1 day to drive to her. I feel like driving there now. Is it awkward if I show up on her doorstep tomorrow?
I don't want her to be gone. She gets me. She understands. And now she's gone.
I miss my Sessie.
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